ahh no I’m the same way. once a lizard somehow crawled in one of our kitchen drawers and it’s been like 6 yrs but I still can’t touch anything from that drawer or anything the stuff from the drawer has come in contact with ;A;
YES i know what you mean, that happened with a bug once, idek what kind of bug it was, but i still only like getting utensils fresh out of the dishwasher. its just soooo shitty cause i live in the south and theres a fucking swamp thing and 1000 trees behind our backyard fence.
That shit blew my mind and made understanding cultural appropriation way clearer for me.